walk down the little memory lane of mine

fragile thingy

2012-01-23T10:29:00.002+08:00

~~~ fragile ~~~
glancing at the spillage of the wine from a broken fragile glass
a super catchy image!
how does it look like to you peeps?
1. what a waste in which you might be able to preserve the elegant image of a glass of precious wine if you ever handle it with EXTRA care!
2. what an unexpected wild image of spillage which could catch the eyes of the world!
which will you stand? i used to be super obsessed with the first initially.
second stand is playing in my mind for now though!
i appreciate and i enjoy every single moment in my life
i heart every single relationship i faced in my life
the same goes to friendship...
but somehow... we are forced to face the music
no longer live in a world of 'i m the king and queen'
we will somehow feel tired of this emotion thingy and learn to enjoy what's playing in front of you instead of being super grumpy with what it supposed to be!
friendship is fragile?!
nah! depends on how you work with it!
i still heart my every single friend!
btw... happieee dragon yr!!!
love u guys!

hey girl

2012-01-13T11:55:00.000+08:00

~~~ hEy girL ~~~
有些激動當你說到他的時候
眼前一切漸漸閃爍
我想我懂所以不再保持沉默
好想為你多做些什麼

逗你笑不讓你哭
說些平凡大道理希望你有領悟
喜歡你笑討厭你哭
為什麼不讓難過當作是個禮物

hey girl 你怎麼都聽不懂呢
不是都說好了
不再為他掉眼淚了
hey girl 沒什麼好大不了的
糊塗了走失了
就聽我唱這一首歌

有些激動當你說到他的時候
眼前一切漸漸閃爍
我想我懂所以不再保持沉默
好想為你多做些什麼

逗你笑不讓你哭
說些平凡大道理希望你有領悟
喜歡你笑討厭你哭
為什麼不讓難過當作是個禮物

hey girl 你怎麼都聽不懂呢
不是都說好了
不再為他掉眼淚了
hey girl 沒什麼好大不了的
糊塗了走失了
就聽我唱這一首歌

hey girl 你怎麼都放不下呢
錯過了這一個
下一個會更好的
hey girl 沒什麼好擔心的
無聊了寂寞了
就聽我唱這一首歌

my love

2011-11-26T02:34:00.004+08:00

~~~ Ma love ~~~
first and foremost... its juz a simply emo post... dun think much peep
no man is an island... i agree
love makes us have adrenaline rush... its true
love at first sight... i believe
i have multiple failures in love before... tats da fact
i have been hurt... i managed to stand up again
but... i willing to gv love a chance
slutty me? not really...
i did value each relationship before...
i try to gv almost 100% of me into tat...
i m not kidding with my feeling n i dont allow tat to happen
i respect d feeling n i believe it
dindingmatalutut... u da one!!!
share a quote:
'doubt thou the stars r fire,
doubt thou the sun doth move,
doubt thou truth be a liar,
but never doubt i love'

relection in my eyes

2011-10-14T21:32:00.003+08:00

*** reflection of my world in my eyes ***
time flies... moments stayed in the past
i lived my life... in my own way
a way that might sound awkward to others... but tats me
suddenly, i felt i should jot down this part of my life at here
it stands a place in my past still
though it may sound insignificant to me at first
but it really means sth to me in my unconscious mind
so pathetic... lol
i knew a person during my last hols
we get close to each other, n be more than wat best friends did
i betrayed loneliness at last
we get close to each other
but somehow it did not go in the usual way it should
diff mind set lead us to the wrong manner of love lane
i ended it
at last
i admit i am immature in handling such thing
i learned to see things in a diff aspect through this r/s
thanks to L for helping me get rid of D
sounds selfish i know
but i appreciate u as friend still
thanks MQ for staying beside me everytime
tats all
be more mature
i wish
i can conquer d emptiness

someone like you

2011-10-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

i wish nothing but the best for you
sometimes it lasts in love
but sometimes it hurts instead

random post

2011-09-06T01:22:00.004+08:00

*** random ***
time passes
my beloved holy long holiday is ending soon... VERY soon
much thing has happened for the past 3 months
be it good one o bad one
i enjoyed the process
that's life for me
i will miss penang badly
cross fingers for everything in my uni then

it's OVER

2011-08-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

*** it's OVER ***
ok guys... i do understand i did post loads of posts to emphasize it's past and over
bla bla bla~~~
but for now
i really really really mean it...
it's OFFICIALLY over...
i knew a lovely person before
but for now...
tat person has already lived in the past...
of a few incidents, i do know him better than ever
tears, thought, reflection, sadness
he does not worth them at all
i will not regret for being an idiot before
as i do know how to respect my feelings all the time...
but for u
u r just a ridiculous bastard
enough
no more post will be on u from tis second onwards
but i do wish u have a good life
from now
i juz know that i do respect love still
and i will lead a better life than my past
share a quote:
' don't cry because it's OVER
smile because it's happened'

= the end =

Say Hello To Goodbye

2011-06-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

*** say HELLO to GOODBYE ***
Hey there stranger, how you been
Feels like I'm standing on the outside looking in
At the mess we left behind
And it's a long way to fall
I gave you everything I had
I gave it all
And then my heart was on the line

I can't hate you
Any longer
I know I'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let it go.

Say hello to goodbye, cause it's gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I'll get by without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.

Say hello to goodbye
Say hello...

And this is how it has to be
Cause it's a deadly combination, you and me
You know it's undeniable
Even though we tried it all
We brought the worst out in each other
I recall
We can't act it anymore

What doesn't kill you
It makes you stronger
And though I'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let you go

Say hello to good-bye

It's gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I'll get by without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.

Say hello to goodbye
Say hello...

And even though the tears will dry
I can't completely disconnect
Couldn't make the compromise
Didn't have a safety net

Say hello to goodbye
Heeey ya ya

Say hello, goodbye

Say hello to good-bye
It's gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I'll survive without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.

Say hello, to goodbye
Say hello, to goodbye
Say hello, hello
To goodbye.

i wish...

2011-05-25T15:45:00.003+08:00

*** i wish ***
to the ppl on the earth
i have started my 3 months hols now
right now!!!
when holiday blows into my minds, it will surely followed with a bunch of wishes and dreams to be done in my mind
well... here it goes
* wish that my elective in pg gh run silky smooth... lalala~~~
* wish that i could really study well during my hols.... sounds weird
haha.... anyway, i do really hope i can make it
* wish that i could gain weight
by the way, i have officially signed up a gym clun... celebrity fitness @ gurney
hope it does work well
* wish to have fun with my friends
clubs, pubs, bistros, k box... let me conquer u
* wish to earn some $.... part time jobs
i m up to a super desperate level to earn $ now
sorry JessieJ... i cant 4get bout d price tag...
i m into the mode of " i wan my $ bec, i wan my $ bec"
* wish to go for hols if possible
* shop to the max

so, i m officially bec
blink blink blink

to you, my friend

2011-05-14T20:16:00.012+08:00

*** to you, my friend ***
... ... friend ... ...
a person who listens, supports, respects and shares with you
he/she supposed to be the person that knows you well
a true heart should be base for a healthy friendship
at least for me i do think of that... but does this apply for you?
we sometimes do have emotions or bad temper
an emotion that we hope to release it out or else it would blow out our mind
friend could be a great person to deal with
i agree with this.... yea, they are
however, it has a limit
mind you, or should i say mind ourselves,
nobody on this earth who actually have the responsibility to be
the victim of such ridiculous emotions.....
the same applies to our friends, including our best friend
they would try their best effort to bear with us...
exceeding the baseline limit would rather just distort the whole issue
nobody owe us anything
an equal balance would just strike d friendship towards a great one
a ridiculous and demanding irrespective bad temper would just get the thing worse
friends could bear with you for once, twice, thrice... but not forever
they owe you nothing
if you hope to get respect from your companions,
please do learn to give respect towards them
i treat you once as my best friend
we share, we talk, we hug
but without respect
nothing will be possible as last time
friend, i do heart u still
but with respect
sorry for being straightforward
but i just hope to make it clear
my dearest friend
'dumping a friend did hurt me much
the same goes to you, i guess
nobody wishes for that ending too'

~~p/s: this post is made as a reply to ur post: 落单了

no regret

2011-05-10T22:12:00.004+08:00

*** no regret ***
it has been sometimes since i noe u... like u... intoxicated w ur presence in my life
u sparkled out my life...
i was once tot that u r my destiny
but sooner or later
u make me realized tat u did not worth it
friends keep on reminding me to put a full stop to it
i tried... it's pretty damn hard... but finally i manage to put tat
may be i should rephrase it by saying tat i juz put a coma
i still put hopes with u... for u
wat a slutty me
m i???
no matter how slutty i m, i juz go for u
but now...
i somehow realised that u really really REALLY do not worth my love
no hopes should be poured into d rotting r/s anymore
for now onwards
i swear... i wont go for u anymore
no regret
it's really

ALREADY GONE

我最親愛的

2011-04-23T03:15:00.001+08:00

... ... 我最親愛的 ... ...
很想知道你近況
我聽人説還不如你對我講
經過那段遺憾
請你放心我變得更加堅強
世界不管怎樣荒涼
愛過你就不怕孤單

我最親愛的你過的怎麼樣
沒我的日子你別來無恙
依然親愛的我沒讓你失望
讓我親一親像過去一樣

我想你一定喜歡
現在的我學會了你最愛的開朗
想起你的模樣
有什麼錯
還不能夠被原諒
世界不管怎樣荒涼
愛過你就不怕孤單

我最親愛的你過的怎麼樣
沒我的日子你別來無恙
依然親愛的我沒讓你失望
讓我親一親像朋友一樣

雖然離開了你的時間
比一起還漫長
我們總能補償
因為中間空白的時光
如果還能分享
也是一種浪漫
關係雖然不再一樣
關心卻怎麼能說斷就斷

我最親愛的你過的怎麼樣
沒我的日子你別來無恙
依然親愛的我沒讓你失望
讓我親一親像親人一樣

我最親愛的你過的怎麼樣
沒我的日子你別來無恙
依然親愛的我沒讓你失望
讓我親一親像過去一樣

times flies and everything changes...
nothing will last forever...
better with time
yea

mood swing

2011-04-02T00:52:00.003+08:00

~ mood swing ~
guess what???
mood swing has infected my brain and filled me with those boom inside my mind again
i am bloody fuck off with such emotion
enough of that!!!
stress from exam has intoxicated my senses and nerves
i am super stress!!!
how i wish i could just jump out from this emotion roller coaster
HELP

最重要的决定

2011-03-18T13:01:00.000+08:00

我常在想应该再也找不到
任何人像你对我那么好
好到我的家人也被照料
我的朋友还为你撑腰
你还是有一堆毛病改不掉
拗起来气得??仙女都跳脚
可是人生完美的事太少我们不能什么都想要
你是我最重要的决定
我愿意每天在你身边苏醒
就连吵架也很过瘾不会冷冰
因为真爱没有输赢只有亲密
你是我最重要的决定
我愿意打破对未知的恐惧就算流泪也能放晴
将心比心因为幸福没有捷径只有经营
你是我最重要的决定
我愿意打破对未知的恐惧
就算流泪也能放晴将心比心
因为幸福没有捷径只有经营

*看康熙來了黑白配的結婚宣言
我感動到哭哭了, 一滴一滴的
少见哦!!!
太感动了!!!
祝范范和黑人永遠幸福!!
曾受伤的, 向前看
继续相信真爱!!!
gambateh!!!
<3

『重來』

2011-02-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

『重來』

別再重來好嗎

因為悲的部份再重來

那些悲的部份真的會減輕嗎

還是只會遽增那些傷口呢

如果快樂的部份能夠留下

那也許只是奢求吧

haPpY BunNiE yEar

2011-02-02T12:17:00.004+08:00

cny is coming very soon...
hope to hv a great bunny yr ahead...
gathering by gathering....
enjoy them veli muchiee
HappY Bunnie Yr
=)

回眸2010

2010-12-30T18:12:00.007+08:00

*** 回眸2010 ***

5，4，3，2，1 。。。新的一年又来临咯！

又是时候大喊：‘再见2010，您好2011！’。。。心情是既期待又害怕吧。。。

姓黄的已好久好久没好好的po文章了咯。。。哈哈。。。懂我的你们，大都知道原因吧，哈哈！！！

2010，您过得充实吗？有什么值得回味的吗？

2010，我体会了很多，非常多，超多！这是否意味着我慢慢地长大了吗？哈哈。。。就让咱们一起回顾2010年之最吧！

最令我感动的就是友情的伟大。哈哈！！！每当我想‘洗眼睛’时，总会有你们陪我，聆听我，体谅我！那些有你们陪伴灌酒，通电，简讯，哭泣的日子，还真的让我好过些。虽然只是静静的陪伴，但真的已经非常足够了！老实讲，每当想起你们的关怀，还真的会让我觉得我是幸福的。。。‘醒了吧！’，‘为什么那么执著！’，‘执迷不悟！’等，都是你们对我的喊话！谢谢你们没嫌弃我，依然看着我为那件事绕圈圈而伤心。。。姓黄的若不自不觉地在你面前摆了个臭猪脸，抱歉了哦。。。不是有意的，只是EQ低了点。。。爱你们，谢谢！！！

最令我兴奋的是台湾之旅。话说这是自由行，但本人所给的贡献并不大。。。哈哈！不好意思咯！在台湾的日子，酒鬼的我放肆了！不是开玩笑的，本人在夜店内喝到爽翻天，但也呕到爽爆，真凄凉！我的钱包也同时大出血，伤心到。。。哈哈哈！还有，本人也在那体会了不是凡人能体会到的经验，羡慕吧！那就是开下小黄车窗，像死人酱的赖着，尽情的呕！那浪漫的风将你的呕酱吹向后方，相信只有本人能了解小S所形容的这种情境吧！但最对不起的就是连累了小0（叫你小0，别太‘兴奋’），让小0不能下舞池，在旁当咱们的保姆！哈哈哈！其实台湾并非只有夜店啦，还有许多美丽的风景和夜市。只是本人稍微的爱上其夜店而已，嘻嘻！

最令我伤心的是爱情！我其实非常抗拒回顾这部分的感情，相信有被感情伤过的你应该知道原因。去年也是酱糟，今年更糟！他妈的！或许你们会问我，你确定这是爱吗？姓黄的现在很清醒的回答：‘是，这对我来说这是爱！至少对我而言，这叫爱！’我爱过，同时也被伤过！这段感情真的把我搞扎了！我不需要你的了解，只想你们的陪伴。错的人，可能吧！猜不透，我累了！开始懂了，但还执迷不悟！背叛，但还是放不低！哭了，还是回到原点！本人在想，若那一天一切都没发生，我会过得好些吗？时间倒流，我还是会做出同样的决择！至少我更懂我自己了！犯贱的我，执迷不悟的我，占有欲超强的我，放不下的我，脆弱的我，爱演的我，爱哭的我，这些都是我重新认识的自己。或许你会说我无药可救，但这就是我，对不起了！我也恨我自己，更恨我爱你，但这就是我，姓黄的我！我在这过程中，伤害了家人。不孝的我，向他们吵架了，我哭了！对不起！我也知道我也让妳等了，对不起！老实说，本人不知何时何日能站起来，重当那往日的傻子！我怀念！还能回去吗?我怀疑！但我会努力，真的！爱情，我玩不起，也不想玩，只想认真地拥有它！

2011年，新的开始吧！我期待，但也害怕。。。

我期待我能找回自己。。。我期待我能更勇敢地走下去。。。我期待爱。。。

2010年未，我并非过得非常地快乐。。。外表快乐的我，内心是寒冷的。。。更糟的是无助。。。内心一直不停地在挣扎。。。或许勉强地笑一笑，然后对自己说：‘爱哭鬼从不会是我的作风’，那就会让自己看开些，至少是在那一秒吧！

好了，又胡言乱语了，哈哈！2010的所有所有都该为它划上句号了（希望真的是句号），再回了，那充实的2010年！2011，欢迎闯进我的世界吧！

新年快乐哦！

不会有结果

2010-12-29T01:18:00.002+08:00

*不会有结果*
曾经爱的坦诚毫无保留到胆怯
胆怯敌不过对你的不舍和眷恋
我知道我们不会有结果
我还是扑了火
为一线可能的幸福执着
对你来说我也只是路过
短暂的灿烂的最爱的不是我
也许说太多是因为怕错过可惜你并不怕错过我

LiE

2010-12-17T13:55:00.004+08:00

... LiE ...

25 signs

2010-12-07T22:54:00.001+08:00

~~~ 25 signs ~~~
came across tis song... not bad... good lyric and melody
p/s: no matter wat i do, i cant get thru to u
I NEED U

... double 2 ....

2010-11-30T00:34:00.008+08:00

... double 2 ...

i'm finally 22...
'double 2' implies an age whereby energetic, young, challenging & mature are expected
but hv i reached tat level?
i hope so
22... young man, so do i...
hope for d bez...
live a happy life with no regret...
be strong n tough
kao... go ahead and everything will b fine
+u
i m 22 now!
=)

thanks for everything
appreciate that
heart u owez

I Got You

2010-10-29T17:59:00.001+08:00

... ...A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you... ...
p/s: nice tat i got u

rainbow

2010-10-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

每種愛都值得被珍惜！

random thought

2010-10-22T16:20:00.000+08:00

每種愛都值得被珍惜

struggling...

2010-10-21T16:38:00.003+08:00

i wish i will do well
i wish i will be well
struggling

like

2010-10-09T02:00:00.006+08:00

arigatou

2010-09-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

*** arigatou ***

just wanna say thank you to u
i know tat knowing u n having u is my pleasure
thanks for owez be there for me
arigatou

heart u owez

when i look at you

2010-09-20T19:29:00.001+08:00

*** when i look at you***

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee, That this life is easy.
Yeah when my world is falling apart. When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am, Like the stars hold the moon, Right there where they belong. and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

liquor... i luv d way u lie

2010-09-08T19:03:00.003+08:00

liquor... i luv d way u lie

alcoholic drinker? am i? perhaps... i m addicted to it
i do like to drink.... i do like to go for bistro...
i do like to be drunk... i do like to overwhelm myself with the feeling tat liquor could bring to me....
when i'm drunk, i could, at least, release myself from those stupid hectic thought tat ruined my day over n over again...
knew tat it's just temporary....
but at least i could be free from those stupid influence for a moment....
yea.... i'm addicted...
but i'm addicted to the way it could free me, release me...
though it's a lie.... the main problem still firmly persist...
but i love the way it lie to me...
yeah...
i m coming for u, liquor soon

late post...

2010-07-08T22:38:00.007+08:00

......late post......

things i have done during my long n sweet 2 + months holiday in the past

hahax.... nice???
me n my family went for a photo shooting session

worked as a part time in subzero
tough but happy
nice to know u guys
muakz

to u.... for u

2010-06-29T15:12:00.003+08:00

~~~ to u .... for u ~~~

左腳右腳一步一步求告多困擾一步一步就好
左腳右腳一切都會揭曉一步一步來 “woh”
愛要我裝備自己半分不移自我犧牲愛讓我心身火起
欲仙欲死奮不顧身愛是幸福的消耗累得最值得
若愛你會累死寧可放棄健康不看醫生
愛一個人根本就不需懷疑不需憑據
愛你的下一步是勇敢繼續愛下去愛一步看一步
既然一切無法算清楚何不文托 “woh”
愛是什麼東西誰能明白但我不放棄一步一步來 “woh”
愛讓走的每一步都精彩愛需要勇氣一步一步來 “woh”
一步一步從末期單思打入愛的天堂
一步一步在愛的包容之中醫治心房
愛是深夜裡沒路牌的窄路
但如果你是黑暗我寧可吹滅蠟燭而迷路
愛的旨意不成立若不出於順服的路
信心的救贖愛要我成就的每一步
信一步順一步架上的意念高於全部俯伏交托“woh”
愛傾倒了整個世界證實了生命的一切
愛讓我像嬰孩渴慕靈奶在你的懷抱相信祈禱
愛是什麼東西誰能明白但我不放棄一步一步來 “woh”
哥林多前書十三章七節應允我相信一步一步愛“woh” (有了你的愛)
愛是什麼東西誰能明白 (世界變得精彩) 但我不放棄
一步一步來 “woh” (為你的愛) 哥林多前書十三章七節 (我一步一步來 )
應允我相信一步一步愛“woh” (一步一步愛)

will stay there for u owez...
miss u owez

i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-03-30T13:37:00.002+08:00

i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yeah..... i hv passed my 3rd yr!!!
fuyohhhh..... my 3rd yr has ended.... finally....
thanks God for everything....
hahahaha.....
my turn to sai meng here....
taiwan.... i'm coming!!!

15

2010-02-17T19:11:00.002+08:00

…. 15….
A number…. An amount…. mid of a particular month…. Or perhaps an age…
15… should I say tis is my lucky no….
well… I was born on 15 nov ’88….
15 will be my ans when I was directed with the question of my lucky no… hehe
But is it my real lucky no… perhaps…. May be it’s related with my birth date…
Okay, let’s detail out 15… since I owez treat it as my lucky one…
Start with 15 yrs old…. Wow…. Such a long history of mine…
Form 3… wat I rmb was PMR….
As a noob stud, study is my whole world…. Haha….
Tuitions followed by tuitions… projects followed by projects….
B4 tat, I was a monitor in my form 3 life…. Weird huh?!! Haha…
Those days were said to be terrible when I was 15…. But it’s considered as a sweet past memories to me at present….
I have grown up to be a so-called more mature person… those days ald left me…. But it stays in my mind for sure…. Yea
Followed by the 15th nov…. my big day….
Once upon a time, on the 15th day of nov ’88…. A prince was born to tis beautiful world
Then he grew up in this lovely overseas mia island…. The prince then went to kedah for his matriculation…. So san ba….
Then he wish deeply to hv his uni life in kl….
Manatau surprisingly he went to kelantan for his studies…. Wat a lovely place…..
But luckily he knew lots of hiao hiao gang…. Haha
I heart my bufday each yr…. yea….
The day when I turned older n may be more mature… hehe…=p
May be I did celebrate my buffday each yr since I was a little little boi…. Hehe….
But now…. I hope I will not turned 22 so soon…. Haha…..
Also… 15th floor…. Tat’s my home….
In a more precise way…. I live on the 15th floor of my apartment…
Home…. Sweet home… a place where I can be myself….
a place where I feel secured n be with m loved one….
Love u muchie….. my home….
So much about 15….
15 shud cont to be my lucky no.... =)
* p/s: tis post is simply a random post..... for leisure prupose....

high high high...

2010-02-04T16:24:00.008+08:00

... high... hiGH... HIGH...
well... my exam had come to an end... wuhooooooo
it's time for me to celebrate cny now...
looking forward looking forward...
b4 that, there are some events that held in my campus...
interesting...
start with xmas nite with the theme of < love. promise >...

then here goes the cny nite...

n now it's time for me to be slacking again...
pg.... i miss u so much....
will be indulged in my slacking world soon.... wuhoo....

wahahahahahahahha

....heart.....

2010-02-04T15:43:00.003+08:00

... HEART...

heart... an intangible yet definite object tat presents in both u n me......
it's precious...
it's well developed...
it's sophisticated yet simple...
--> sometimes u might be heartbroken....
meaning when it feels like your heart has been ripped out. dropped, kicked then had a full rugby team jumping up and down on it... it's hurt...
--> sometimes u feels that someone is heartless...
meaning some people that doesn't care what they do to hurt someone else... it's terrible... those heartless bitch and heartless bastard motherfucker are disgusting.... but dun get lose to them...
--> u also feel heartgasm when u meet someone that u r in loved with...
those palpitation and u know, 'butterflies' feeling are awesome... :O!

so friends, let's fill our heart with loads of love...
yeah...

two is better than one

2009-12-22T21:54:00.001+08:00

~~~ two is better than one ~~~
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

LOVE

2009-12-19T00:47:00.002+08:00

~~~LOVE~~~
LOVE...爱...
你需要吗？你拥有吗？
没有爱就会死吗？
我需要爱;我渴望拥有爱；没有爱，我会死...
有时在走街时,看见一对对甜到要死的鸳鸯,你会嫉妒吗?
老是说单身较好的你,是真心的吗? 哈哈...
的确有很多种爱:友爱,亲情的爱等...
但始终还是离不开情侣间的爱...
爱很微妙,也很离奇...
错过就错过,没办法回头...
有些人埋怨爱得太迟，有些却说不会珍惜。。。
爱很有张力,也很有魔力...
它能在几秒内让你觉得超幸福, high爆...
也能让你由爱生恨,以泪洗面的过日子,走入黑暗的一面...
两大极端的感觉能纯粹因'爱'而产生...
姓黄的本人并不是爱情的专家...
曾经的我,拥有过爱...
一个纯纯的爱...可惜彼此当时不太成熟吧...
错过了,但非常感谢珍惜那时的一切...
在爱情的路上,曾经伤害了别人,也被人伤害了...
明知结局,但还是要继续走下去,好犯贱...
曾尝试了很痛的感觉,但还是选择被伤的路。。。
无时无刻想着他，感到伤心，但却要假装坚强。。。
其实，若我们早知道之前所经历的一切只是梦一场，你还会选择爱吗？
我不知道大家的想法，但我会。。。
我相信无论怎样，爱与被爱的过程是值得回味的。。。
至少我爱过，至少我给了爱一个机会，至少我尝试过，而不擦身而过。。。
我还是相信爱的开始很简单，是单纯的。。。
不必为爱设下一个又一个的框框，一个又一个的规则。。。
爱情里没有所谓的好人与坏人，也没有所谓的对与错。。。。
爱就是爱，就是一种你我他都会有的感觉。。。
感觉对了，那就是爱。。。
我还是非常相信爱的伟大。。。
我们一起期待爱吧。。。勇敢的去爱吧。。。
MUAKZ.... HAHAHA

无奈

2009-12-07T17:56:00.002+08:00

。。。无奈。。。

“生命可能因爲某人的參與而變得更加燦爛
但是不應該爲了某人的離去而變得暗淡”

在某人的部落格看见了这句留言。。。
好有感触。。。
我常说：“人没有因为失去了某人，而无法生存”
但其实这并非容易办得到。。。
答应自己要积极点，争气点，但却还是不停地在绕圈圈。。。
真犯贱。。。
明知道在期待着无理头的事，但还是一直这样的作贱自己。。。值得吗？
好了，够了，醒了！
“一個人完成兩個人的夢想
可以是甜的也可以是苦的”
加油。。。
*************************************************************************************

。。。给你。。。
听了，懂了，了解了
说真的，我真的不知说些什么。。。
但明白你的感受，不好受。。。
有点想掉泪。。。
别给自己太大压力，一切随缘。。。
记得，想哭，想发泄，我随时奉陪。。。
我们咱们一起加油！

失亿

2009-12-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

。。。失亿。。。
若有机会，你会不会想要呢？
或许得了失亿可能對你我都好
重新有个全新的人生，把一切不开心不愉快的都一一地忘了，过回自己想要的日子，不是很好吗？！
当咱们一起讨论这话题，我的第一个反应是
‘我要选择性地失亿’
但我最后还是拒绝失忆。。。
我不想忘了一切的开心的事，我拥有过的我要珍惜。。。
没了这些值得回味的情节，我想我无法走到现在。。
我不想忘了我的家人，爸妈妹对我的爱，我想一直拥有保留着。。。
一向来的败家子，也会有想家的时候，我爱你们。。。
我不想忘了伤害我的人，我更不想忘了让我痛哭的人。。。
有了你们，我懂什么叫伤心，什么是脆弱。。。真的是撤低地受伤。。。
这些真的是顶级的不好受。。。
但我也懂得了我并不孤单。。。
没了你，我还能至少活着，呼吸着。。。
没了你，我还有支持我的朋友，更能感觉到友谊的可贵。。。
没了你，我对自己发誓要活得更好，好好对待自己。。。
你，并不算什么！
但我还是要记得你。。。记得你让我流泪的感受。。。记得你让我借酒消愁的那些晚上。。。
有了这些记忆，我想我会更成熟。。。谢谢你们！
让我的成长过程更充实吧！！
为了你，我要让全世界知道姓黄的并不好惹，并不懦弱！
我不想忘了我的朋友，一直为我加油的朋友！
我其实知道你们爱我的，谢谢你们！！！muakz!!!
我不想忘了被我伤害过得人，或许我还没对你们道歉，但我并非有意，对不起！
我学会了对自己所作的一切负责。。。
还是同样的一句话：我从不后悔自己所作的一切。。。
有了这些开心的，伤心的，温馨的，烦恼的情节，我才会活出自己现在的人生。。。
我也很满意自己现在所拥有的，也很感恩。。。
失亿？
我想我不需要。。。
我需要的是珍惜一切。。。
珍惜一切我所经历过的。。。
加油！

the escape...

2009-11-29T23:56:00.006+08:00

... the escape ...

yea... most of the people went bec during haji
but i din.... suddenly pop out with the idea of going to cameron for 2d1n
haha.... that's wat had happened during my weekend...
wow... sounds crazy huh!!!
but i like it...
tat's my escape --> cameron
=)

os: there r some thought tht u tried very hard to escape from...
n u think tat u had done it...
but u realised tht it is still there anyhow...
but at least u know it is fading away...
=)

i m 21....

2009-11-17T23:59:00.012+08:00

' i must do ... ... b4 i m 21'
now, i m officially 21...
what hv i done 4 the past 21 years...
erm.... i hv done a lot...
不三不四mia.... i thing nth has been left out.... yeah...
正经mia.... haha.... opssss
but 1 thing that i can confirm right now is that i din regret 4 wat tat hv been done...
i m a lucky person... yea.... i m
borned in a lucky n lovely environment....
been loved by my parents n friends...
showered with caring from everyone besides me.... thanks...
i m now 21...
21 means adult... mean muz be responsible for urself....
i m now 21...
21 means i hv passed thru some part of my life ad.... life is short....
will learn to love myself n appreciate my life....
what would i be when i m 31... 41...
hv no idea.... but i know i will live it to the fullest with the love from my beloved...
i will
i m finally 21 now
=)

我是幸福的！

ended....

2009-11-17T23:20:00.009+08:00

'going to kg again!'
that's wat has been frustrating me in my 2nd n 3rd life
but it has finally come to an end....
but it's quite weird when i was leaving my kg...
should i say i hv feeling towards that 3 carat place.... hehe... perhaps.. may be
bye to my foster parents....
take care ya
hope tat i will really bec there 1 day.... may be...

my mak angkat... tat's my house in kg...

pic taken outside my house with my mak ....

the landscape of my house.... nice??!!!

this comes to an end of my cfcs.... i mean for phase II...
that's my kg---- kg gong manok

miss miss miss miss........ home

2009-10-24T00:36:00.001+08:00

suddenly feel like going home...
i miss my home....
just simply wish to stay in my home... no cinema, no shopping, no clubbing
just wanna stay in my room....
i miss home

我恨我爱你

2009-10-13T00:20:00.001+08:00

面帶微笑離開你懷裡　我聽天由命
最後一張王牌在手裡　二選一的機率
不能放縱愛你　就放過自己

愛情已經過了甜蜜期　多說也是無益
愛不愛我已經沒關係　一點小傷而已
你可以很放心　我不會為了留你假裝可憐兮兮

都怪我太不爭氣　我恨我愛你
Oh~ 我愛你　只是因為你是你
Oh~ 我恨你

你有我看也看不清的小聰明
你有我說也說不完的壞脾氣
你有我數也數不盡你　的新戀情

沒關係
我有你拿也拿不走的舊回憶
我可以一個人安靜的忘記你
我恨你最後那一句　我愛你

already gone....

2009-09-29T00:53:00.001+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die…

I didn’t want us to burn out
I didn’t come here to hurt you now I can’t stop…

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you’ll find another
That doesn’t always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
“Perfect” couldn’t keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone, already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone, already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye…

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone, already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone, already gone
There’s no moving on,
So I’m already gone

tick tick tock.....

2009-09-25T22:32:00.004+08:00

tick tock tick tock... ... 快乐时光过得好快好快！！
raya holiday has reached its end.... bec soon......
ok... as usual, had met friends during tis holiday...
family gathering as well....
hv used tis perod of time to relax my mind...
gonna bec campus with a new mind set... really hope i can make it...
learned to say NO.... learn to accept the past... accept the reality... then take a step forward...
enuf!!! really enuf!!! stop loitering in d nonsense stuff... enuf....
我认为之前的我做得很失败！！！
但我将把我的勇气找回来！！
我必须长大了！！！
yea.... bec 2moro with a new tk... new gaga... haha
okie... by the way.... i had received my key from my dad n mum
i had grew up well in this family.... aligatou.... hehe

though i owez hiam tis key look like 鼻屎 to my mum...
but i really touched when my mum presented it to me
at the 1st moment i step into my house (5 sth mornin)....
kamxia... muacks....
在家被保护的感觉真好！！！

存在。。。

2009-09-10T01:35:00.003+08:00

原来它一直存在。。。
我以为你走了。。。
全都是错觉。。。。。。
你依然存在。。。在一个被遗弃的角落
好不喜欢你的突然拜访。。。
明知道这些行为只是为了麻醉自己，也麻木地做了！
原来我也需要叹气声。。。。

原谅我是这样的男生。。。。。。

=( --> =)

2009-09-02T20:45:00.002+08:00

i'm ok!! 谢谢！！
i know wat shud be done next!
i know i shud be strong!
i know i shud be tough!
i know i shud be determined!
i know i shud be responsible!
dun worry ya
thx for all

=(

2009-08-31T20:11:00.003+08:00

dunno where to start... but i know i m down again...
owez feel emo easily lately....
feel like wanna cry..... but just dunno why shud i cry....
i dun suppose to be like tat....
i shud be strong as i promised b4....
wish to breakthrough tis....
try to let go....
help me!!!!

to you....

2009-08-20T10:22:00.005+08:00

haha.... to u.... hong!!!
21st bday.... know u cant back for pg...
but we also very beh pai liao....
we went redbox to sing u a bday song!!!
really know u since primary school....
i dunno how long will we be in this friendship....
but 1 thing to confirm is i really enjoy to be ur friend... yea....
hope tat we owez be tat good 4ever!!!
happy 21st bday n all da bez!!!

extended holiday....

2009-08-07T19:15:00.002+08:00

yeah.... i will be having about 2 and a half weeks of holiday in pg...
since my return to usm after year break, bioethics stuffs have been learned...
after tat, days with nightmare had come...
'night of cfcs' had made me frus n down....
presentation slide.... data analysis.....interview.... intervention plan.... everything was just crushing into my mind....
then of coz.... there ll be small quarrel when we did work in grp.... no exception for tis time as well...
but when we had gone thru all those days n left 4 our 3rd residency, sth happened...
huh... H1N1 had made all our intervention stuff to be postponed to nov.... is it good to hv our plan to be postponed n get bk few more days holiday in return? i still doubt bout tat....
ok then.... rushing back to campus n try to run bk from kltn as rumour of quarantine in our campus will be started soon....
haha... but acually everything looks fine in our campus.... no quarantine action yet... but who cares???? residency is been cancelled = nth to do for the coming few days... might go bk as well
so nw, i m officially bk to pg lor....
hv a new haircut n dyed my hair.. again.. hhaha
everyone.... plz stay healthy ya!!!

kg life again... frus with cfcs lor

2009-07-23T10:54:00.003+08:00

it's kg life again.... so be a kg boy again n again...
cant really com well with my foster dad n mum....
haiz.... body language might help as well
by the way, i will be owez on9 from now onwards...
fix wireless in my house ad....yor... tat's cool...
hope to end my cfcs session soon... fed up with it lor
c ya

i m @ there agaiN.. n agaiN...

2009-07-01T13:54:00.004+08:00

wuhuhu.... back to my lovely... beloved kltn again...
huhu.... end of my 2nd yr.... startin' of my 3rd yr...
erm... played a lot during tis 1 month holiday...
went places i havent go b4 n started to love there
exp sth tat i havent exp b4... again... tat's exciting yet scary...
should put a full stop to it now....
i promise myself to be a good stud.... believe i can make it... yeah!!!
managed upload some of them:-

@ MOIS... i will be back soon!!!

@times square

welcome back to myself!!! =)

bankrupt...pokai jor...

2009-06-16T15:06:00.007+08:00

travelling is such a nice thing to do during ur holiday...
tat's wat i had done during this few weeks...
redang--> pg (as tourist guide)--> kl + concert...
damn fun.... but... i pokai jor...
more important is that i still owed my friends' $
geng.... but i really enjoy tat...
sempat to upload my kl pic...
will continue update d rest....
wish tat time goes by slowly... i dun 1 go back to my 三可拉place......

hope....

2009-05-28T16:14:00.003+08:00

4 days of exam had just ended...
1 week of effort in squeezing info into my brain is simply torturing... ...
1 word to describe my exam.... suck!!!...
dun hope 4 high grade.... just aim 4 a pass...
cross my hand n pray hard...
dun fail me!!!

confusing look in exam hall.... haiz...
nightmare

of coz.. aftyer exam, there ll b my holiday!!!!
lalalalalalalalala.... redang lor....
dun noe how to swim.... just simply anticipate wonderful and awesome feeling in tat resort...
anyway, dun think too much 1st....
enjoy my holiday 1st...
kakakakakaka
happy holiday!!!

update update....

2009-05-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

went singing last sun...
somesort of interaction with foreign stud event....
so jiu open concert with my friends lo....
very crazy leh..... exciting exp indeed...
manage to upload some photo....her they are

left 2 weeks 2go jiu exa le...must add oil d....

bk pg soon.......

2009-03-18T10:38:00.002+08:00

yeah.... will bk to my beloved pg soon next wed....hahaha
post some pic.... lazy to write:

boughtn a new mp3..... 170... samsung

mana tau tak sampai 1 week jiu 'gua' jor....

my study tableliving room

ppb com member

i ll be back soon

very soon...

randomized pic

2009-02-19T08:58:00.004+08:00

went for supper as usual after night class....
supper is not a strange term to me in klantan life...
but tat night, we went to a so like old town d coffee shop
it's name is very funny.... co called 'it's a very good cafe'
haha.... i know tat's a sentence instead of a name...
but it does sound like tat....
fun.... home feeling at there....
but the food not very nice
tat some pic for fun....

champ gor meh~~~

2009-02-10T13:04:00.010+08:00

hehe.... champ gor meh, d last day of cny....
went outing after class.... very fun.....
went to a dunno wat celebration event near a temple....
it's full with CNY feel too....
got firecrackers.... lion dancing....
simply love tat feel
attach some pic here:

went for dinner

reach d temple

again???!!!

2009-02-09T14:46:00.002+08:00

my tyre burst again tis morning....
it's my 2nd time since i drive in kelantan
huh.... really sweat... i mean really suck!!!!
luckily just 5 dollar...huh....
hope it never happen again...

readaptin....

2009-02-01T17:15:00.003+08:00

went back to campus ad.... cny holiday had come to an end...
huhu... lecture started ad... clinical n pbl as well...
looking forward 4 my next holiday.....
few pic left here....
i miss my cny

my family.....

reunion dinner....

all da best to those that had back to square one

add oil lar~~~

cny post

2009-01-30T10:16:00.004+08:00

haha..... post some of those photos 1st....
well..... went to redbox as usual....
but there r such a long queue there.....
plan to watch movie..... the same thing too....
those ppl like going for a free show.... the crowd is so huge....
just noticed that my friends had started to go for home cookies..... so as i do....
oso go out with theng n cong.....
hahax.... some photos here:

siao siao.... c me so good.... cooking leh.......

reunion dinner here.....

taken at hong's house

some series of cool + yeng + cute + suai de photos are coming soon.... very soon

be prepared:

hahax... 3 of us

yeap.... thx pl for fetching me back la.... i did my promise ad...

haha.... going back 2moro ad....

super sienz....

haope tat eveything going well then

back to square one

happy Mo~Mo~ year

2009-01-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

haha.... tomorrow will be the 1st day of chinese new year ad
erm... wanna wish my parents as well as my sister to have a prosperous new year ahead n lead a life with the quality of longevity n health....
oso to my friends... owez be in happy n glad mode ya....
perform better in our studies n improve ouselves in each aspect as much as possible.....
all the best ya...
for me, hope tat i would have a better eq state n stay happy owez.....
牛年行大运！！！

hohoho....X'mas nite

2009-01-22T13:15:00.006+08:00

Haha….finally I m back to update my blog again…
In the past few weeks, everyone is bz preparing 4 xmas nite lah, kampong trip lah as well as cny nite…. D same goes to me….
But now, everything has overed ad….. so fast…
Attach here are some photos taken on those events…..
During xmas nite, same as last yr, I just joined their english choir…
Actually quite pai seh with them…. Coz in attend their practice accordingly coz bz w ny stuff….
Anyhow, I really did enjoy during that whole night…
Hehe…..here they come…..

my ex-roomates n my honey...hahax
haha.... mei nv o!!!

he's aaron.... 一山还有一山高...hahax

my direct...

...they r my friend's direct... haha....

with yen yen....she smile till....hohoho

with all members of drum team

here comes adeline

snow man here...

acting cute

drum team again

another honey... ren ming o

sze hua here

pei sze lor

xiao mei mei ~ fei ting

jasmine....

lyn here...

with jiahour....my son...haha

ki wei...

actually i still have lots of pic... just the line damn slow....

will upload again other day...

CNY nite...

2009-01-22T12:43:00.016+08:00

CNY nite.... an event tat will make everyone bz n exhausted.....
incharging of publicity... need to design the tickets, banner, poster n booklet....
1 thing tat i had forgotten is the ticketing matter...
wat to do.... have to go promote our event as much as possible....
hopefully the hall wont be too empty... but luckily still have around 900 audiences...
much of thanks to my department members n those who helped us b4...
actually quite enjoying lar... though sometimes have to stay till 3 am to rush our job.... go out promoting our event during weekends and free periods....
taken many pics there..... here they r:-

deco in the main hall

publicity ushers in the counter outside the main hall

drum teams again

drum team on stage

with 1st year

ann mei here

haha... i oso be somekind of technician during tat nite.....

mongolian dancers

with shi peng

xue han

xiao fen lor

5th yr senior.... haha...

tis 1 really geng.... yu jie....

sheau suh

mei ay o

acting yeng..... wu jian dao 3

same thing here... cant upload more coz of the slow line...

try to upload again when the line is ok...

Bz life

2009-01-18T13:45:00.001+08:00

finally all events have come to an end...
indicates a 'temporary' fullstop for me
cny coming soon o!
will be back on tis comin fri, 23th....
looking 4ward
ll update asap...
yeah!

my 1 week holiday...

2008-12-26T21:42:00.017+08:00

haha.... went back to campus ad
haha... briefly list out wat i had done in tis 1 week time...
some pic havent reach my hand yet...
ll update soon

went to redbx...

celebrating wei wen's bday

with sheau shu n xiao hui
on xmas day..... outside gurney
zo siao-ing

went to eat sea food at tanjung tokong there

sea view from tat restaurant
my dish

queensbay deco

gurney nite view

gurney xmas tree

with hong

4 of us

to be continued....

屬於

2008-12-22T09:57:00.002+08:00

我坚持的都值得坚持吗
我所相信的就是真的吗
如果我敢追求我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了不要呢
或许吧或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧或许我太天真了吧
属于海洋的那就汹涌吧
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于风的那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的那就汹涌吧
属于我们的爱该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢不要呢?
是他吧命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧他原来就在这里啊
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们还要努力
p/s: meaningful leh!!!!
appreciate the lyric!!!!

y0y0y0....i'M bAcK

2008-12-20T11:57:00.002+08:00

hehe....finally its my turn to holiday....
w8 tat long time ago...
a holiday tat is free from any stress... no exam coming in near future yet.... really must relax
wen dye hair... going to redbox, on9, slacking on my sofa tunning on those tv programme...
sleep till like a pig.... eat eat eat.... kakaka....
must enjoy my 1 week slacking holiday...
hohoho.....
xmas coming soon too....
merry x'mas!!!

looking 4ward

2008-12-07T13:32:00.001+08:00

look closely to tat poster...
haha...bu yao huai yi... it's my sammi
her new movie goona be in theatre in jan...
yeah... looking 4ward
for sammi, i will gambateh in my study...
kakaka

sTreSs

2008-12-04T11:41:00.002+08:00

exam is coming soon...
damn stress...
i selalu hug buddha's leg... now feels like cant breath...

hope tat everything will be fine...

oUt fr0m uNdeR...

2008-11-24T12:00:00.003+08:00

Breathe you out

Breathe you in
You keep coming back to tell me
you’re the one who could have been
and my eyes see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past
Hold on to myself and don’t look back
I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under
So let me go
Just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and I’ll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the line It's like a lie
I’ve told a thousand times
I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under And part of me still believes
When you ay you’re gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye Forever
I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now I
’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under
When I'm out from under

simply love tis track by britney..... love the lyrics... some sort of touch...

found tis pic... drum team...kaka

arIgaTou

2008-11-16T13:42:00.006+08:00

well... i m 20 yo now...this mean that i just passed my 20th bday...again in usmkk
haha... actually, i just hoped that those that i cared n loved would remember that special day...
quite touch la... though someone might forget... hehe
had 3 cakes from my friends...n not to forget another 1 piece from xiao hour...
lazt to write so much...
let those pics tell those stories...

bday cards

1st cake + dinner

actually i hope it was secret that time
kidding la... glad that u guys celebrate w me at d 1st time

my 3rd cake....secret...

thanks ya.... my 1st secret cake le...

din manage 2 get the pic of my 2nd cake... anyway will try to get it

thanks a lot to u guys for remembering my bday...

thanks to those who send sms n wishes to me

i know u know who u r...

touch... tough i might be muka tembok to ask for secret or presents, but i just kidding la...

also not to 4get my parents for gifting me a car in kln....

no matter ur wishes are 'big' o 'small', it's still a touching n meaningful wishes to me...

glad...

love u guys....

muak!!! wo3 shi4 xin4 fu2 de4!!! appreciate it!!!

currently i hv a long horse tail....haha.... going to exam soon.... hv to rush for that....

good luck to u guys! c ya!!!!

days pass by....

2008-10-24T01:23:00.004+08:00

haha...update again...
recently bz preparing for weekly activity for buddhist society...
meantime also gonna stat publicity job for cny night..
gonna hv exam soon in dec
must start to study hard....

dring intro nite

me n shu jye...haha

stop here... add oil to everyone la!!!

gambateh

update again...

2008-10-12T00:33:00.005+08:00

haha...continue to upload some pic that i left over last time...
here they go...

during mid-autumn festival:

tis time went there as an audience

haha... enjoy the drama by 1st yr

vege stall...

haha... a tiring yet meaningful event

outing camp '08

wei wen acted as death body

haha... fun

update update....

2008-09-29T16:13:00.013+08:00

havent update any latest post for a long period already...haha
moved out from hostel and finally have settled down in my own house out of my campus...
haha...stayed together with another 8 coursemates.... yea
just a briefly description on wat i had done in these past 2 months...
finished my vege stall...hahaha....wat a relief..yeah
done my part as food master in inetrU hyms competition...
taken my lesson on cheng2 fuo2 zhi1 dao4 with vet chiji
joined buddhist society outing camp'08 as games committee
haha...wat a bz life...
will be taking other post in other activities 4 coming few months...
having holiday now in pg...
as usual, i went out to sing k with my friends...
posts some pic....
will keep on upload other pictures too when i m free....
yea...here there come some pic taken during tis few days....

meals taken at pastamania
with yan

with my friends

bday cake for hong, pl, nf

playing zi pai:

kathy

ming

me lolx

3 of us

another shot at redbox

to be continued... ...

sth 2 share...

2008-08-09T20:24:00.014+08:00

a group pic of tumpat trip '08

haha...din update 4 a long timead...quite bz after bk to uni....too much things had happened unexpectedly....pray 2 b stronger....
wanna share some pic of tumpat trip here.... hope u guys luv tat

with ai soon
with huey nee

damn crazy...posing with those hat in the museum

with xin sheng

with sheau shu
with zynn wan

going back 2moro...

continue my 2nd yr life...

yeah...be strong...

leaving soon :) + :(

2008-07-04T13:11:00.004+08:00

huh...finally, i m going back to my U 2moro...
haha... new semester liao..new faces, new challenges... hope tat there could be a new me too..
feel a bit sad n down...
may be coz of too slack, like a pig, during holiday...
haha...hope tat everything will run well... cross my hand 4 tat
yeap...guys, i m leaving now...
all the best ya...
gd luck...
bye bye pg... :(
hello my lovely kelantan... :)

good luck

2008-06-29T17:50:00.002+08:00

huhux......suddenly feel tat all of us had grown up ald...
most of my f6 friends had enrolled themselves in their respective uni...
haha...u guys must take care ya!!!
gambateh!!!! hope to c u guys soon!
my holiday is going to end soon...
i had done much during tis long slacking holiday.... except studying...blekz
must gear up again... face my uni life again...
a life that full of events tat could bring me many different emotions...
haha....hope 4 the best...
yea

holiday again...i love tat

2008-06-15T15:56:00.041+08:00

hey...haha...back again from holiday...
yeah...make full use of my holiday...

went to genting n kl...

love to shop in kl...

lazy to write much liao....just post some pic...

kia kia kia

haha... acting cute in hotel nova... pai seh =P

taking pic with my friends in 1st world hotel...

4 of us stayed 2gether...haha

another posing pic in hotel room

my circus...with the theme of DREAMZ...

finally cant go 4 tat show too...

sayonara... my dreamz... haizzz

posing near the lift lobby...huhu

haha...007 new version...

power ranger....
zo siao again liao....

haha... actually we r posing in front of a pub in genting hotel...

we went into tat pub o...

1st time went into pub

1st world hotel

solo section....hehe..

she is perak lui...

ming here....

hong lo....haha

me lo....
outside genting de casino
posing with mirror lol...

haha...another shot

yeahh.......

me n hong....
hong, perak n ming

perak, me n hong

3 of us again....

snow house

another pic at snow world
pirates ship

know where m i???

cockscrew....

yeng mou???

3+1 pose

ming's lunch at 'yao yat chun' at sg wang

hong's dish

mine...haha

posing again... sweat

my collection at times square

luv shopping......

bought shirts in sg wang n times square

went to petaling street... damn hot

din buy anything...

just bought maggi cup at there...

4 our lunch...swt

me preparing lunch b4 went back to pg....

haha...our cheap lunch

pai seh... let me ki siao a bit...

haha...end my post with my pic

haha...

enjoy my holiday

yeah

yeah...yeah...yeah

2008-06-08T18:40:00.003+08:00

ll go to genting again 2moro... then straight up to kl...
hope ll enjoy this trip... kakaka
look 4ward....

kmk gathering at redbox...

haha...

H O L I D A Y - ing

2008-06-02T18:16:00.011+08:00

hehe...i m super duper damn slacking now...
having holiday now... finally, i had gone thru my 1st yr liao...
at 1st, i m looking 4ward to my holiday... 2 months long sweet holiday... yeah
but now its like too long 4 me...
anyway, i ll make full use of my holiday...
yeah...upload some photoes....

tis is khye sien... my nv er....found tis photo in her blog

haha...theng n cong...got ppl bcome mature liao lo...=P

wan ting's bday....at mcD

went to genting with ty, as, ck, zw, jh...quite enjoy le

highlands hotel

first world hotel...i m going again to genting soon... a bit sienzzz

but still looking 4ward....reunion with my cl friends

omg...wat an exciting moment...

ty, jh, zw....

nice shot

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!

rest station......

2008-05-02T13:30:00.003+08:00

exam has finished... finally..

but wat matters now is how did i perform in my pro...

good question.. honestly, i m quite blur blur bout my performance in my pro...

just cross my hand n pray 4 d bez...

hope everything goes well... yup...

post few pic tat i left out in my previous post...

ExAM comINg :(

2008-04-18T18:43:00.002+08:00

super duper damn stress.... same stuff.... Exam is coming soon...i mean very very very very soon
hope tat i can pass tat....
cross my hand 4 tat...
haizz.... stressful moment...
add oil...dun be too stress... be tough... be determine... aim at ur goal.... n go 4 it...
u can make it!
yeah!
pray hard...
hope 4 the best!
good luck my friends!

bLeeDinG LovE

2008-04-06T20:15:00.000+08:00

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love

simply love this song...
Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love
nice track!!!

---

2008-03-06T23:02:00.003+08:00

sorry, allow me to be emo again... i would burst out like a balloon soon... i really feel tat....
sometimes i would wonder why all things happened not according to our needs?
are these so called 'challenges' would make us be more mature?
damn down d...emo again???.... fed up with tat feelings....
haizzz...wat a weird human m i?
such a dramatic life .... i would be living in my own crazy happy wonder world at the last second n just been thrown in a damn down feeling at the next second....i hate tat le...
may b i really nd a rest....
i mean a rest tat i could forget bout everything, including who m i.......
haizzzzzzzz.............

小小的战斗力
可以翻越几个丘
小小的一颗心
可以承载多少痛
小小的这双手
可以握住什么梦
小小的鞋缺一个口
小心的向前走
我走到海边
看浪花翩翩
我在我小小的世界哼着一首歌
抬起头睁开眼星星堆满天
123嗯嗯嗯会不会实现
深呼吸闭上眼
风偷吻我的脸
嗯嗯嗯456某人在心里面

random sharing... :D

2008-02-29T01:21:00.014+08:00

pic taken during chap goh meh... 1st time celebrate in kelantan...haha
kfc... nth special... just d only fast food restaurant near my campus
a place to hang out for supper.... kia kia kia

haha... he is zynn wann ... my friend in usm

1st time saw him feel tat he guai guai d 1.... but he is a funny guy la ...haha

haha....now he is thian ngee.....very gatai 1 lo tis ppl....

i did mention ur name le ha.... btw, wanna say hi to him..." HI, FAI FAI"

celebrating zynn wann's bday in kfc... nice

buddhist seniors' farewell party...

held in jan 1.... big reunion photo

1st yr friends.... yeah!!!

another shot!

my family...haha...

wu liao-ing.... at the golf course of my campus

posting titanic....

wat an artistic of art piece

cny update......

2008-01-28T21:14:00.004+08:00

erm... din update for a very long time le... many things had happened lo...
pai seh coz quite bz ... n also dun hv any mood to blog... slacking all around...
would like to share d cny nite tat held recently in my U
very fun... enjoyable
actually i participated in the 24 seasons drum performance...
enjoyed tat very much.... in fact, it would be another good memory for my Uni life...
all the practices tat i had undergone....really tough n sometimes quite torturing.... felt like give up sometimes... but in the end, we had made it a success.... it's worthful la...
though it may be not a perfect ten show on the stage, but we had tried our very best...
ya... satisfied with tat...
here comes with some photo taken on tat nite... tang tang tang tang...... :P

having dinner before the nite get started...

taking pic at the back stage...my roomates o...

another pic taken with drum team members...

yeah....here comes another shot... on the stage....cool???

actually i just managed to upload some pic coz the line is super duper damn POOR... Haiz... nvm...manage to took some pic with my friends all around though i really felt damn tired after the show had ended...happy and 'high'ing all around the hall

one of my pretty 'shi fu' ....hahahaanother leng lui 'shi fu'....nice

posing together with my friends....

acting yeng.....

my lui lui oi....
cool leh....kia kia kia

posting again....ho ho ho

funny shot...i like tat

so wanna wish everyone happy golden rat yr.....

yeah.....happy cny

merry xmas yeah!!!

2007-12-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

haha! finally xmas nite held in usmkk has come to an end......

actually, i din participate much in tat nite...just be a part of choir n help around only...

but i think this xmas nite had brought 2 me another feeling...diff with wat i had b4
ya...quite diff......haha!...could be new experience

when i hv been asked 4 feedback of tat nite... hmm, glanced back what i had felt....

well, i decided to post sth then ......hehe
1st of all, i can feel tat christian are very warm to each other... they always welcome each other with an open n warm heart...even they dun quite know u la... tat's gd le...

then, i found tat they really had a intimate r/s with God..... they did pray a lot... tat's admired me so much....ya...

they also have a strong bond with each other......holding hands together while praying...... wat admired me more is they even hold my hand during making prayer......even i m not christian...

touched me a lot......haha

their main aim of the nite which is to serve Him really astonished me......they always reminded themselves bout their main purpose......to serve him n not the audience......wao, tat's cool!

b4 tat, i really loved that sketch......damn touching le!!!...anyway, i din cry......haha=P

love tat storyline......close to our daili lives...... reminded me of sth too...... need to be strong

learn draw strength from God......stay close with him...haha

honestly, b4 tat i thought that christian always deal with bored stuff......

but now, i felt tat they r actually dealing with meaningful things......

their principles, values, spirit, teachings are GREAT!!!......ya, tat's wat i gained from my involvement in tat nite......

be more open in the aspect of heart n mind to Christ!

merry christmas everyone!

yeah!!!!!!

emo......another side of me

2007-12-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

didnt blog for a long time.....
many stuff had happened lately and indeed, some had become the eternal memory in my life too...
i alwez used to be an emotional person before...
i learned hard to be a cheerful person...
i made an effort to be a better man...
try to accept what He had gave to me n in turn, perfome my very best in every single stuff...
sort of a bit of emo now....haizzzzz!
sometime i will loss of direction...duno what i really aim for.....
result of e exam had been announced....
satisfied? glad? sad? grumpy? upset? .......cant really choose a single word to describe...
may be a mixture of these words will make a better job...perhaps...
i should stop now....stop 2 b tat emo....but sometimes b a bit emo doesnt make us a worse ppl, rite? ....haha...
learn to stand up n be strong...
learn to believe in our strength...the strength tat is hidden in our soul....
learn to stand up n continue our journey...
learn to draw strength from Him
be brave, TK!
be tough, TK!
U can make it!

some sharing......

2007-12-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

well, suddenly feel like wanna share sth that hv happened to me for the past few weeks
uploaded some pictures...
basically these are taken during my 19th bday ......
thanks a lot for the surprises and happiness tht u all hv brought to me ......
once again, arigatou!!!
let me start my stories then...

these are the pizzas and pepsi that have been prepared on the day b4 my bday...

have been splashed by these stack of pepsi......haha =D

my bday cake......but i wonder y there r 'leng lui' written on it

it's a surprise to me...... touch to see that there r quite a no of friends that be with me on that day... thanks again......

haha......together with ming n hong......in the restaurant...

enjoy that moment......

together with perak lui......kawaii o!!!
haha...well, ladies n gentlemen......these dish costs around 130 butts ......
so expensive......ask them to rob bank la......
act, didnt feel full with that...... anyway, still enjoy the atmosphere to have dinner with the other 5 of my friends...
yeng mah??? haha.....sing k in redbox ......
took that pic with cong a......

another beautiful peace of work.... love that very much...

theng a, can u open ur cute eyes bigger? kakaka...

my bday cake......bu yao huai yi......that's my bday cake...

small, cheap??? no la, it's very meaningful to me...

bought by hong n ming e lo......siao siao
they purposely came to my house to bought me this le...

another wonderful moments in redbox......

same...ming n hong......sha ren...

taken in my rooom...together with that BIG cake......

cool? nice? yeng?

thank to hong n ming ... really appreciate for the super duper

surprises that u 2 hv made 2 me....touch

yeah!

taken with theng, cong n chien in redbox...

miss kmk so much......

reunion in redbox...

happy =D

2007-11-02T00:35:00.000+08:00

didnt blogging for quite a long time since came back to usm
haha....as usual, it's very hard for me to 'recapture' my study mood after having too much of relaxation.....i mean for me its a tough task la...
so slacking......
will try hard to study well......
for my f6 friends, gambateh in ur study n all e best!!!!
support ya always!!
nowadays i just notice that i m indeed not a good lover...
i m a bad boy.....i dun quite really understand what other's need
dun know how to do....black out
need to calm down n think thoroughly bout e issue le
sorry!!!!

面对面坐着的是不是你,
爱情还在不在进行.
想问你是不是想要放弃,
却害怕你也在问自己.
分手是我们唯一的话题,
却没有人愿意提起.
如果一开口变成了结局,
我的心就会离开身体活在过去.
爱不爱结果都叫人伤心,
我不知道该怎么做决定;
分手应该是要先哭泣,
还是先忘记.
你是否也有相同的难题,
你的勇气里有我的命运,
我不知道你会不会决定.
我想我现在还不够清醒,
该爱着你,该离开你,
还是继续--逃避

cha cha all the nite....=P

2007-10-12T09:32:00.000+08:00

upload a short video bout the cha cha performance on mooncake festival nitez...

仨人

2007-10-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

一个人的晚餐无聊寂寞
两个朋友能开心的直说
三个人可以给你勇气
可以安慰你的失落异口同声地说
因为有你染上新的幽默(新的幽默)
也因为有你世界变得轻松(变得轻松)
我们呢属于非常难得
所以尽情大声唱歌分享每一分钟
我们拥有一个真心的朋友(我们是真心的朋友)
就算有风吹不走我们感动(吹不走我们的感动)
真的希望你能够永远快乐
你懂我(你懂我)
不用说(不用说)
最想看见彼此的笑容
如果能够带走乌云的天空(你带走乌云的天空)
爬到云端我陪你继续做梦(爬到云端我陪你做梦)
好想每天陪你看日出日落
你值得交换我一辈子
最想要完成的美梦

relief...busy...contented...passionate

2007-09-29T21:52:00.000+08:00

didnt blog for quite a long period since my exam...
bout exam...one word to describe...uncertainty

cant really be fully prepared for this exam...tonnes of notes havent covered...

just do my best...really hope tat my result wont be tat disappointing.....

hopefully will be able to pass .... will put more effort for next time...

after exam, straight away go 4 e preparation of mooncake nitez....

busy practising CHA CHA dance...

then help to do some dedication stuffs till late at nitez...

so.....sleep during lecture...zzz

terribly slacking.....wanna die le....haizzzz

finally, there comes our mooncake festival nitez...秋夜系千缘

have fun, enjoy, extremely high, passionating, energetic....

finally there comes my turn to show on e dance floor...kia kia kia

quite successful at 1st, hv fun....

but finally, i carelessly dance wrongly 4 1 step...DAMN IT!

anyway, still quite success la..... ENJOY IT ! ha ha :)

will upload some pic then...

then, went for outing camp...2 days i nite...near e beachside....at melawi beach

enjoyable, memorable moments...playing together, dirty together, sharing together...

now enter new block le....

going to die le....stack of notes havent touch yet

hope tat i can make it.....+u

my result is going to out soon............ :'(

nervous....scare to face reality...

pray hard tat i will pass tat exam ......

till now then ... everyone add oil ya

+u!

help.....arg!!!

2007-09-18T19:12:00.000+08:00

going to exam 2moro le...
mixed feeling.....
nervous ~ not revise finish yet
scare ~ failing in tat exam
worry ~ what question will i get 2moro
desperate ~ with my recent lifestyle, everyday study study study
=> no mood!
hope everything will be well 2moro.....
pray 4 e best n hope 4 a better day...
add oil......
still believe......If u think u can, U CAN!!!

exam......sienz argh.....

2007-09-13T19:38:00.000+08:00

going to exam soon le...
next wed le....damn sienz n pressure...
it seems like damn hard to get a pass le...
stack of notes need to be covered...
tonnes of pages yet to be scanned thru....
hope 4 e best....
pray 4 e best....
try my best....tat's wat i can say now
gambateh.....
+u!!! yeah!!!!

going back soon...yeah!!!

2007-08-07T13:27:00.001+08:00

yeah!!!!! going to holiday soon!!!
1 week only!!! but better than nth!!!
c ya soon !
stay tune!

MI

2007-05-18T17:11:00.000+08:00

Look!　万千张面目形象　

事实上手指亦无同样自画像每个负着梦想　

做梦后记紧快速空场种种肤色各有份量　

月亮是地球偶像种种姿色各有味道　

似是美味果酱啊....

当我对着镜检查　总看到上帝的话

不理我是哪杯茶　未似他不似他不似他啊....

Madonna　并未像我吧

杨千桦　并未像你吧

陈秋霞　并未像我吧

It's Mi　无关其他迷人娃娃

刘德华　亦是独有吧
林青霞　亦是独有吧

黄子华　亦是独有吧

It's Me　It's You　人人都只得一个吧

当我对着镜检查　总看到上帝的话

不理我是哪杯茶　未似他不似他不似他啊.....

Ayumi 并未像我吧

容祖儿　并未像你吧

何超仪　并未像我吧

It's Mi　无关其他迷人娃娃

刘青云　亦是独有吧

黄凯芹　亦是独有吧

黄 Wymen　亦是独有吧

It's Me　It's You　人人都有动人疮疤

你高　你矮　是你一切

你应用　你友好关系

你心跳使你已经高贵

你看你不怎美丽　你会更加不美丽

我好　我差　是我一切

我心痛　我友好关系

我只爱摆我的姿势　各有千秋会留低

刘嘉玲　并未像我吧

杨紫琼　并未像你吧

陶晶莹　并未像我吧

It's Mi　无关其他迷人娃娃

何星驰　亦是独有吧

黄楚红　亦是独有吧

陈欣宜　亦是独有吧

It's Me　It's You　人人的风采都会说话

the lyric of includes lots of artists' name.

describes everyone is a special individual.

just be urself, live ur life to e max!

sammi 万岁!!!

wonderful vacation (香港->深圳->广州->珠海->澳门->香港)

2007-05-13T17:43:00.000+08:00

just came back from my 6 days trip to HK and china with my mum
at 1st, i felt damn boring to know that most of my tour members are senior citizen...
however, then, its ok to mingle with them la....quite fun...
experience my 1st time to be in aeroplane...flew by cathay pacific to and fro HK...
reach HK...personally, i love HK very much...love that atmosphere...
reach HKIA....then straight away went to lantao island...went up to the hilltop by cable car...
paid a visit to the temple and head for our dinner...then went to arena of star...
at there, pieces of actor's and actress's fingerprints are located at the passageway...
then went to victoria peak where offer spectacular night view of the hong kong island...its damn nice, love that....
also head to madame tussauds 蜡像馆...the wax model looks so real....glad...but no sammi cheng
shopping at ladies street and then transfer to hotel for rest...
2nd day, went for some temples visit.....we spent most of the day at hk disneyland....
having meal at there is damn expensive...we spent around hk$200 for our meal...eat gold...
so expensive...ask them go to rob bank la....really de
anyway, its really really fun at there....
the firework at nite really nice...located near the sleeping beauty castle...
the parade and dance held there also very touching...
a whole new world......hk disneyland~where dreams come true
then head to shen zhen straight away at nite to hotel ......
3rd day, went to 世界之窗...a fantastic replica park situated at the overseas chinese town...here, we can see vivid replicas of the world wonders, historical heritages and famous scenic sites...
then visited 小人国...shenzhen miniature kingdom...
besides, we also watched 3 great performances at there....horse show,chinese traditional dance show as well as some sort of chinese kung fu and cultural dance...great!!! rest at shen zhen hotel too...
4th day, head to canton....at there, visited some historical building...these le not suit me la....i dun appreciate much of this old old de building...just my mum like that....haiz...='(
then head to sun zhong san memorial hall.....same thing....dun make me feel like very enjoy at there.....then went to have a look at canton de 地标....some goat lo
4get to mention, hk de 地标is a golden flower...4get the name le...pai seh
went to shopping.....
i feel that the local people very terrible 1.....they purposely put the price extremely high and then can sell it to u even though u tried to reduce it 4 80%.....like hell le
eg., my mum bought a dress....at 1st they said it as $200, but, they can reduce it to $30 and sold it to u.....ask them go to rob la.......
then, just rest at canton at nite.....
5th day, went to zhuhai....just have a look at their 地标 again only.....a woman statue...
then just straight away went to macau.....
went to some of the temple......n also the 地标again....also a flower.....then have a look at the portugis church........
of coz also went to casino....people go to macau of coz will gamble 1 la.......i can enter casino le lo...
dun like the atmosphere la....everybody smokes there.....
anyway, i gambled for the 1st time....
i played jackpot 4 the 1st time.....kakaka
anyway, just $5....when i changed the token, the people in-charged look strangely at me n ask "what do u want?"....may be i played too little coz moz of them gambled $1000 de.....kakaka
anyway, i m not gambling....just playing nia ,a
then head to the ferry terminal.....go back to HK by ferry.....
their ferry terminal is very advance compared to pg 1......
people de ferry have air-con 1....the ferry speed fastly and is air-conditioned too...
but make me feel like wanna vomit coz too fast le....anyway, its very advanced....
then reach at HK n hv dinner there again...
rest at HK hotel again...
then jiu free activity lo....
when free, my mum surely will go to shopping 1 la....
i le, jiu suffered again le lo.....anyway, she shopped la....i went to buy supper
6th day, final day, ate dim sum n then free activity again lo.....
then head to HKIA.....their airport very advance le.....
when we r queueing to buy food also have to take waiting no 1 a....really geng....
then just flew back to KLIA then PGIA......back to home
by the way, i knew my sammi lives 新界...the tourist guide told me 1!!!! kakaka! =)

my trip to hk and china mostly is in guangdong area....
some of their mandarin sound weird di de.....
tell u 1 joke ha....personally i felt funny la....
1day, got 1 man from guangdong area went to beijing to eat 水饺...
he asked the waitress
"小姐, 水饺(睡觉) 多少钱?"
then the waitress interpreted that as 睡觉. she felt weird weird di but pretended as nth had happened. she answered
"一个饺(觉)六角"
then the man laughed n said
"哇! 酱便宜! its so cheap! 给我两个饺(觉)!!!"
the waitress cant stand anymore n slapped him straight away!!!!
thats what i heard when i m in the restaurant to hv my meal!
damn 可怜 le tat man!!!!hahaha!!!

now went back to pg le! 2moro start 2 learn driving le!!!
sienz!!! i so stupid dunno will fail n scolded by my so called 'tutor bo....
kakaka!!! miss lots of friend o!!!!! especially 1 ppl, ms tay o, dunno she got miss me bo, haiz , sad!
haha! ok la, pen down now!